Moving on
"Do What Thou Wilt Shall Be the Whole of the Law"

Briah Kether 3/11

I'm starting to feel productive again. Worked on my site today and updated all my contact info and divided it into chapters of sorts. I need to finish the music and art sections of it, but still.

I haven't invoked since I moved I need to do that today. I feel a great need to finish this work. Each step seems to heal some very old wound. It is no wonder that I have had to stop this work in the past.

I don't feel as alone as I have, although I still would like to rest my head in the lap of another, I'm not sure if this is part of the work or not. I think the overall issue is but it doesn't seem like the place of one to desire a relationship. Although it does make since to want a feeling of belonging to something or to be annihilated in the arms of another. Old memories of pleasure and pain from love long gone away fills me now.

I searched for your name
is that your picture i found
so hard to tell
time changes all

I miss you still
don't ever think i don't
you were the one
that changed me

you were not just a lover
you were thee lover
i would take you again
no matter what cost

don't ever believe i didn't care
that i tried to replace you
I can not
you were and still are my love

I hoped over the years
you would find me
i dropped crumbs along the way
did you find them

i'm tempted to speak your name
out loud from the roofs
i will not however
i will only say

my green eyed boy
i miss you
my green haired boy
i miss you

yes its you that i speak
only you would know
for there has been only one
green boy for me

please answer from anywhere
i will be glad to hear
if you are well
if you miss me as well

"Love is the Law, Love Under Will"